Re: Struggling Moonlight « Reply #15 on Jun 26, 2006, 9:21am »
He rose his eyes to meet hers " I live off pain, it's ether hurt you, or hurt myself. Remember how I told you that you're killing me? Well, this is the reson..." he sighed deeply, trying to understand even his own thoughts. He took off his jacket and his raven-like wings exceed from his back. They stretched and was about double his arm length.
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
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Re: Struggling Moonlight « Reply #16 on Jun 26, 2006, 11:15pm »
Why was there anger rising within her? Why did she find the world around her so stupid at the moment? Maybe it was because she didn't understand, that for once she couldn't come up with a theory for her to better understand the situation unfolding before her. Her mind was a mess, she couldn;t think straight at the moment. She wanted to do something though what she wanted to do was unclear. Perhaps she wanted to hurt him, tell him of his stupidity or perhaps she wanted to run, run from the fact that life was filled with pain. Either way she was uncomfortable with her mind. She watched him, her eyes blank and showing none of the confusion of which she felt. "How can you live off pain? People are meant to run from it, to prevent it" another logical fact which didn't combine with the words that passed his lips.
Re: Struggling Moonlight « Reply #17 on Jun 27, 2006, 11:59am »
He didn't speak for a moment or two. He had to put the right words... To describe the right feelings.... "What.... If.... someone made my soul... my emotions all wrong, so that pain didn't hurt, but happiness and love did?" He closed his eyes agian. He never went though this with Bloody rose.... Why would he? she had red hair.... she was like the oppiset of his love, his own true love...
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
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Re: Struggling Moonlight « Reply #18 on Jun 28, 2006, 12:56am »
As she sat silently, trying to fill the gap between their different realities a rumble of thunder drowned out the sounds around them for a moment before everything fell silent once again. She was irritating herself, filling the air around her with theories, nothing but theories. She was hiding herself from reality, hiding herself from the pain of seeing the facts. "I don't know why I'm saying this, I don't know why I'm speaking to you but...no one can create your soul. Even if it is able to be removed it is only a blue print of whom you are" As she spoke a single droplet of rain landed upon her palm, her gaze removing itself from Boss and watching the freezing drop trickle over her fingers before dropping to the sidewalk.
Re: Struggling Moonlight « Reply #19 on Jun 28, 2006, 11:40am »
"Have you ever done it to someone?" he asked, he paused. "But they didn't create it, just destroyed it, into something monstrous.... I have scars of his doing... I have many scars of his doing, because.... HE DOESN'T LEAVE!" He inhaled and exhaled very deeply, calming himself down. He traced the "T" on his cest and contined down to his belly button. He then lifted his hand to his cheek, where onther scar was. "My whole body is made of scars, darling..... And I fear every one of them..."
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
Psyk listened, some how listening to his troubles, her own just seemed to skim the surface of annoyance though how could he life be troubling? All the decisions she made were wrong, she was pathetic, like the world around her. His troubles, she wouldn't be able to sort them all out in one night and after this meeting she would probably dissapear back into the shadows and live her life alone. Some how she had come accustomed to the solitude she wandered in. "Have I ever done what to someone?" She asked, seeming to have let her mind wander away from the topic. The wood of the sidealk was softly bombatrded by light droplets of rain which fell in a soft curtain, another distant rumble of thunder signalling that the storm was now approaching.
"Have you ever tied to destry the soul?" he asked, his voice had no emotion. But she reminded him of the Elf, she once had a crush on him... But she had a crush on everything she saw, didn't she? Boys, girls It didn't matter because she was Bi. He smiled as he remebered those nights where they went to all the bars in town..
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
Psyk tilted her head to the side, wondering what was going through his mind. His thoughts seemed to go from troubled to somewhat...happy? in a small amount of time. She could be happy one day, one fateful day when she found somethin which she could use to pull herself out of the hole she had buried herself in. Snapping out of her troubles and back to reality "The soul? It would take the powers of the world to detroy someone elses though my own? By detroying my mind, my emotions, sometimes..." She paused, breathing deeply and looking up at the sky, the droplets of rain getting heavier, soaking through her clothes and brushing her soft skin with cold fingers as fog crept up from the ocean "Sometimes I feel that I destroied myself" She kept her gaze to the sky, thinking of why she had pulled herself into such a depressed state.
He looked down at her, seeing his friend he gave his heart out of this depressed moment. He inched closer to her, and sat on his knees. "Dear.." he said softly, " Your personality.... Your emotion is all kept up in here.." he lightly pressed her temple with the hand that wasn't cut up. "I feel... that your soul is deep with in your heart, waiting for love to strike it at first sight.... Dreaming about the feuture... Your soul is the one that makes every thing work...." he paused, and smiled that both agreed to his madness and said 'Everything will be alright..' "And, my dear." he started up agian, " I can see, that you are too good, and too beutiful of a person to loose something that your emotional and physical body forever needs.. Like the moon needs the sun... to light the night.... And if what I beileve is true, about you. You will do great things, and sometimes...... you need something to help you feel better. And when you feel lousie, you feel emotioness, and when you feel like that... you think you killed your own soul.." He breathed in and out, he was looseing so much power. So much power that his arms started to shake rapidly.
OOC: sorry about his rambleing.....
« Last Edit: Jul 2, 2006, 10:34am by † evilone † »
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
Her gaze kept glued to the sky though the rest of her attention was upon Boss. She could feel him come slightly closer though she felt no need to move away. She didn't want to move, maybe she felt slightly comforted at the moment, on a rare occassion she didn't feel like killing the person before her. So often she had hurt another just for speaking, even if it wasn't at her though their voices, their voices mocked her. As she felt his hand upon her temple she looked down at him, now focusing all her attention on him. There was that little part in everybody whom seeked attention though she tried to avoid it but it seemed that now it was coming from someone whom didn't seem to speak such words, it seemed sincire for once. "I trap myself in this state, I guess I don't want any 'love in fist sight' scenero" She said looking down at him "I don't want to care and maybe you should stop caring, seems you're hurting yourself by doing so" She said, watching his rapid shaking of his arms.
He bit his bottem lip. "It does hurt... But I know how it feels...to have that stray thought.... I know how it feels to love, or be loved.......... And you look..... extremely familiar..... Like a friend of mine.... Though.... she taught me things as horrid as smokeing and drinking..." he sighed deeply, "But I used them as life savers... when the pain is unbareable... But..." his thoughts were swirling around him, poerty and deathly words plaied in his head.
"Careing..... I care about.. only the closest people... people only similar to me.. " his arms contined to shake. He staired at her, his eyes changing into a sad baby brown, and ridding his cold careless black ones. "Why don't you want to care about someone? If someone cares about someone else, and that person cares about them and someone else, the whole world would care about everyone else..."
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
It was strange and confusing what she felt and thought. On the inside she wanted to care, she wanted to take this all in but she had the stuborn urge to stay concrete on the outside, make herself look strong, even if it made her look emotionless. She watched him, fighting the small smile which wished to show, his therioes, they amused her in a good way. She shook her head as he asked his question, followed by his theory. "It complicated" She statred "I want to care though I've had problems with careing. When you care for another, you make a friendship and that friendship is built on trust. And nothing lasts forever. Either the trust is broken or one person wishes for a change. Atleast one person in this friendship will end up hurt. Caring just ends in pain" She watched him, only just noting the change of coloration within his eyes. There was an innocence within him, within that cold outer shell which strived on pain. They were somewhat alike but it was more complicated then he thought.
"...... I've cared for someone... and they cared for me.... and they taught me how to live" he said softly, "with out them, I wouldn't have lived, and I would give my life to save them..... You look like one of them.. but with short hair.." he thought breifly, before he sighedHe cut his arm agian, thinking. all the thoughts she had... all the not careing she gave off, it didn't make any sence to him. A tear dropped, and he whiped it fast, hopeing Psyk didn't see. "Everyone's been backstabbed.... I've cared for someone.. who never cared about me... he nearly killed me and used me as a lab rat.... so I killed him..... You got to take chances so you don't live a boreing life, and you feel better about yourself.."
Well I've been staring at The sun for some time It gets dark inside But I don't mind And if you're gone it's Like I'm going blind I can't get by this time
He knew he was being a bit of a sneak for intruding in upon these two beings conversations, listening intently to everyword they uttered with finally tuned ears and the tiny pulsing of their auras (both of which were unnaturally faint) with his strong sense of taste. His ice-like eyes remained intent on the two, perhaps that smallest hint of a smile curling at the corner of his smooth lips. Their 'theories' of life were amusing to say the least, their little woe stories as they seemed to try to get the other to pity them. That's how he thought really, so angry at others for having their own pain, ignoring his own, because if he ignored it then it didn't exist and he'd wouldn't be a hypocrite. Because god damn if he be a hypocrite and still constantly insult others for having the same selfish pattern of hypocricy.
Kelsey was a rather strange sight, a soft, clean face, pale skin, white angular bangs that swept jauntily across his face, brushing just beneath his high cheeks bones and down all the way to the top of his jaw-line. From his skin and hair alone it was obvious that he was some sort of albino, though his pale white-blue eyes kept him from being normal even on an albino level.
He made no attempt to try and hide his intrusion upon their conversation, his back pressed against one of the walls of the warehouses, his frame partially hidden by shadows but by no means not visible. He would simply wait until they perhaps noticed him and then run off on his own like he always did. This was only a means of his own entertainment, nothing more or less.
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